N.U.M.B

I'm tired of being what you want me to be.Feeling so faithless lost under the surface.Don't know what you're expecting of me.Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow).I've become so numb I can't feel you there.I've become so tired so much more aware.I'm becoming this all I want to do.Is be more like me and be less like you.Can't you see that you're smothering me.Holding too tightly afraid to lose control.Cause everything that you thought I would be.Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow).Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow).And every second I waste is more than I can take.I've become so numb I can't feel you there.I've become so tired so much more aware.I'm becoming this all I want to do.Is be more like me and be less like you.And I know.I may end up failing too.But I know.You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.I've become so numb I can't feel you there.I've become so tired so much more aware.I'm becoming this all I want to do.Is be more like me and be less like you.I've become so numb I can't feel you there.I'm tired of being what you want me to be.I've become so numb I can't feel you there.I'm tired of being what you want me to be...

@numb by linkinpark

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sumhow...this is exactly what i'm feeling lately. so numb.
when you can't feel any-Thing.when you just can't even sense a-Thing.
feel-less.sense-less.
not because the five-senses are broke-down but simply bcoz have no energy to feel/sense. the feeling i have simply been washed out.
sighing a lot makes me start loosing my breathe and need a CPR.
*klipklip* "apakah OC bersedia??"*klipklip* ;p