3 AM

She say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
She's always worried about things like that
She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

She says baby It's 3 am I must be lonely
When she says baby
Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
Says the rain's gonna wash away
I believe it

She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside it's stopped raining

@matchbox20@
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akhir-akhir ini, gw selalu mengalami pola tidur yang aneh. tertidur sebelum jam 11 malam dan akan terbangun sekian kali sebelum jam 4 pagi. seringnya sih, terbangun di jam 3 subuh, lalu terbengong-bengong di gelapnya malam, menyalakan lampu mencoba mengisi kepala dengan bacaan, tapi gak mampu nyerna apapun. serba salah. tidur gak bisa, bangun juga tanggung. mungkin gw disuruh shalat tahajjud, tp apa daya, iblis malas terlalu berkuasa mengatur jiwa ini, hehehe. yah, nikmatin ajalah... biarpun paginya, di mobil jemputan maupun kantor gw harus terkantuk-kantuk dan kembali menyuntikkan kafein untuk memompa adrenalin gw, hehehehe.

namun, satu hal yang pasti, saat menjelang fajar adalah saat tergelap dan terdingin di bumi ini!!